Hope its not.

Ok to those who think I have been making the illness excuses to avoid going for ensemble, im afraid you are wrong. What exactly it is, Im not going to say because I dont need pity.

Uneventful, Depressing and equally boring afternoons and evenings. I loathe such times as these. I can only see the world through this tool which we call internet. Which brings into mind what will happen if suddenly we were left without any electronic devices and such. No lights, no computers, no phones, no internet, no television, no radio. Reminds me of Gilgamesh..