Dreams reflects the true self.
In my dream last night and the night before, I dreamt of people I never expect to see. The dream on tuesday night involves people I dont know .... The person whom I kissed, I did not even recognise! I didnt even know the person's name. The kiss was so "soft and intense".
For the 2nd dream, It was somebody I was trying to date for a long time, the person held my hand, we were as if together for so many years.
Alas dreams are dreams and sometimes they come true, most of the time they are just "movies" to me, watch them for fun. I didnt like certain dreams in which I was killed by guns and knives, those dreams hurt literally, pain searing through my body. I didnt feel exactly fearful in those "dead" dreams but It felt reasonably uncomfortable. I also didnt like dreams consisting of themes of "lateness" and social embarressment. Give me lots more stress than I already have.
I might now unofficially consider quiting cello/string ensemble for a while, due to the stress of being inside. I still have piano exams and I cannot cope with it. I really want to be a scientist but not a musician, as I feel music cannot put food on the table for my family. There are many things to consider... in my life, many roads to take.
" You might want to do what you like but not everything you like is good for you."
For the 2nd dream, It was somebody I was trying to date for a long time, the person held my hand, we were as if together for so many years.
Alas dreams are dreams and sometimes they come true, most of the time they are just "movies" to me, watch them for fun. I didnt like certain dreams in which I was killed by guns and knives, those dreams hurt literally, pain searing through my body. I didnt feel exactly fearful in those "dead" dreams but It felt reasonably uncomfortable. I also didnt like dreams consisting of themes of "lateness" and social embarressment. Give me lots more stress than I already have.
I might now unofficially consider quiting cello/string ensemble for a while, due to the stress of being inside. I still have piano exams and I cannot cope with it. I really want to be a scientist but not a musician, as I feel music cannot put food on the table for my family. There are many things to consider... in my life, many roads to take.
" You might want to do what you like but not everything you like is good for you."
1 Comments:
hihi!! maybelline here. link me.
why you want to quit string ensemble?? you feel stress in there?? or issit piano exam the stress + studies the stress = very very stress?? or issit ensemble add on to ur very very stress = very very very stress??
dont leave me alone in there leh.. ~>.<~ *sobsob*
btw. u still owe me my present... ^^
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